记得旧日里

                                                                       那人悄悄地迈着轻快的脚步

                                                                                    走近你

                                                                     在你的耳边轻语着醉心的毒药

                                                                    可你品尝时没有觉得那会是毒药

                                                                      你享受着这种毒药的甜美甘醇

                                                            并将那些毒药造成的伤害当成舒适和甜美的梦

                                                                                   可有那么一天

                                                                           那人依旧迈着轻快的脚步

                                                                       熟悉到铭心刻骨的声音依旧低低的

                                                                          可这次却是直入心胸的利刃

                                                                           你的血液渐渐从前胸流出

                                                                                  你试图捂住伤口

                                                                   可身上的血液不曾一刻开始凝固

                                                                                 一直那么流淌着

                                                                               你努力抬起头看那人

                                                              那熟悉无比的眉眼里却再也没有往日的炽热和关切

                                                                                          唯有的只是
                                                                        
                                                                                冰冷的戏谑和残酷的笑意 

                                                                    那人看到血泊中的你没有迟疑地回头离开

                                                                                    依旧脚步依旧是轻快的

                                                                       背影竟也那样熟悉地可以一口气画在纸上


                                                                               可那人一刻不回头地离开现场

                                                                            
                                                                                  抛下血泊中的你独自离开

                                                                                   
                                                                                              你咒骂着

                                                                                               你愤恨着

                                                                      可生命就这样一点一点看着它离开自己的身体


                                                                                            你是那样不甘

                                                                                   可血液止不住地流淌出来

                                                                                          染红了身下的地面

                                                                         你感觉自己的眼睛渐渐失去了往日的光亮

                                                                                          醒来的你躺在床上

                                                                  你看到的是庆幸而担忧的目光正在一刻不停地落在你身上

                                                                                      你努力地挤出一抹难看的微笑
 
                                                              
                                                                                    想让还在关怀着你的人放下担忧

                                                                                        可这却让他们更加担心你 

                                                                                                  为了他们

                                                                                     你告诉自己我必须站起来

                                                                                             而你渐渐你明白
                                                                                         
                                                                                        治愈一条深入心脏的伤口

                                                                                      有时只能揭开厚重的纱布

                                                                                             自己割开缝合的线

                                                                                                露出自己的伤口
                          
                                                                                                 用伤痛治愈伤痛